No. Just no.
Sometimes clarity comes as simply as that.
What was bright, what had heat, what had power
now does not.
It is mere matter that no longer matters.
That no longer stirs, swells, expands, surges, ebbs, flows, jumps, drives, lashes or pounds.
You can continue a little longer as mere matter
maybe
like a car without gas that keeps rolling on a downhill slope until
eventually
you stop.